水曜日 28.9.11
Back then... 2006
Now, 2011..
im going thru my history ..
i realize , im very bad in the past...
i can be coarse when i used words.
im a super bad girl.. those post which i post. i couldnt believe myself either... i din hab a mirror or a twin to reflect on myself.. but..
days in secondary really was hell load of fun...
i scold lots of vulgarities,smoke..( but i swear im not the baddest)
cus i din hab the balls to pierce my tongue ,put tattoos when i said i would in my blog..
My blog i used to write words which i "used" to understand..
now when i read everything, i dont even understand wad i wrote..
I.. treat those i dont love but used to love me like im a queen, like dung... i need em when i want .. forget them when im "trouble-free"...
Now.. i don even understand why i used to be like "that"
But.. leave that aside...Its over.. lets good memories be awesome perfect memories..
even so... dere's still shitty people who treat me me shit (just like em)
i don no wad to say.. i don wanna say .. or point fingers..
but .. i feel that somehow that someone is tryying very hard to let baby think tat ... in her (baby) world . there's only that someone who's friend... but lucky baby saids.. those mind games (shake head) doesnt work on her....
i wanna say... try harder BITCH.
