水曜日 28.9.11
Back then... 2006
Now, 2011..
im going thru my history ..
i realize , im very bad in the past...
i can be coarse when i used words.
im a super bad girl.. those post which i post. i couldnt believe myself either... i din hab a mirror or a twin to reflect on myself.. but..
days in secondary really was hell load of fun...
i scold lots of vulgarities,smoke..( but i swear im not the baddest)
cus i din hab the balls to pierce my tongue ,put tattoos when i said i would in my blog..
My blog i used to write words which i "used" to understand..
now when i read everything, i dont even understand wad i wrote..
I.. treat those i dont love but used to love me like im a queen, like dung... i need em when i want .. forget them when im "trouble-free"...
Now.. i don even understand why i used to be like "that"
But.. leave that aside...Its over.. lets good memories be awesome perfect memories..
even so... dere's still shitty people who treat me me shit (just like em)
i don no wad to say.. i don wanna say .. or point fingers..
but .. i feel that somehow that someone is tryying very hard to let baby think tat ... in her (baby) world . there's only that someone who's friend... but lucky baby saids.. those mind games (shake head) doesnt work on her....
i wanna say... try harder BITCH.
28.9.11
My love,
i am not sure when you will visit my blog again, but i want to let you know how i have been feeling all these while.
Its been a awesome 2 years just being with you. I pretty amaze how our love can be.
It all started with a quiet lil girl in a pub, you choose me..
That magical moment where you held & kiss my hand ( strange to do it to a stranger, but who cares, it happen)
Baby, everytime you quarrel, we did our best to salvage this beautiful bond between us, we did our best from breaking apart.
I'm pretty much confident that we will make it to our future..
So many love stories, but ours is my favorite..
Love you .
Its been years since i blog..
im sorry i neglected you my dear blog.
people told me its outdated to blog now in 2011..
but who cares, as long as im alive.
i wont delete this blog..
cuz this precious blog has been with me since 2005.
anyway,, im almost 21 ths year.
& yes i have not accomplish much as long as i live. people 21 of age. some might already work, got a degree or rather own a business.. me? as far as i wanna accomplish something, im doing it slower than the rest.. cus when i was a kid.. influence had got the better of me.. so..
im doing everything now. but its okay. i've got the support of my family,frzs & BF.
Thxs my dear Family, Frzs & my pillar of support. Dandan.
