Dearest Andy Lim TW,
Happy 1 mth to you and me.
Thanks for saving me from agony, i really appreciate it so bad...
When i first met you, it din occurred to me that you will be of so much priority and what's more .. this important in my life, altho its too early to say, but since i had this courage to start our relationship, i shall believe once again, in love and that you will be my last and you will eventually put a ring on my fingers, but don let me wait too long coz lao niang wo very old liao.
When i first met you, you din caught my eyes as much as i caught yours but to me, i believe there are this connection or rather... fate that bought us to know each other.
When i first met you, i do not know i be this happy to know we had a connection and that we are half Thai. This be awesome i swear, to have one of whose parents whose also Thai, to share experience and such.
When i first met you, i din know the future, until i step into that.
When i first met you, i din know you would be this sweet and cares so much for me.
When i first met you, i din know how much i really meant to you, to you.
Now that i met you, i really wanna thanks you,
Now that i met you, i really wanna stay with you
Now that i met you, i really wanna love again..
For all this reasons&
Now that we are together, i wanna cherish this love
Now that we are together, i wanna look forward to our future
Now that we are together, i want you.
Now that i want you. I love you
Many loves & looking forward to ... our awesome & lovable future.
heres for you.
no matter what faith holds for us.
i let it decide.
i miss you badly.

Back then... 2006
Now, 2011..
im going thru my history ..
i realize , im very bad in the past...
i can be coarse when i used words.
im a super bad girl.. those post which i post. i couldnt believe myself either... i din hab a mirror or a twin to reflect on myself.. but..
days in secondary really was hell load of fun...
i scold lots of vulgarities,smoke..( but i swear im not the baddest)
cus i din hab the balls to pierce my tongue ,put tattoos when i said i would in my blog..
My blog i used to write words which i "used" to understand..
now when i read everything, i dont even understand wad i wrote..
I.. treat those i dont love but used to love me like im a queen, like dung... i need em when i want .. forget them when im "trouble-free"...
Now.. i don even understand why i used to be like "that"
But.. leave that aside...Its over.. lets good memories be awesome perfect memories..
even so... dere's still shitty people who treat me me shit (just like em)
i don no wad to say.. i don wanna say .. or point fingers..
but .. i feel that somehow that someone is tryying very hard to let baby think tat ... in her (baby) world . there's only that someone who's friend... but lucky baby saids.. those mind games (shake head) doesnt work on her....
i wanna say... try harder BITCH.

My love,
i am not sure when you will visit my blog again, but i want to let you know how i have been feeling all these while.
Its been a awesome 2 years just being with you. I pretty amaze how our love can be.
It all started with a quiet lil girl in a pub, you choose me..
That magical moment where you held & kiss my hand ( strange to do it to a stranger, but who cares, it happen)
Baby, everytime you quarrel, we did our best to salvage this beautiful bond between us, we did our best from breaking apart.
I'm pretty much confident that we will make it to our future..
So many love stories, but ours is my favorite..
Love you .
Its been years since i blog..
im sorry i neglected you my dear blog.
people told me its outdated to blog now in 2011..
but who cares, as long as im alive.
i wont delete this blog..
cuz this precious blog has been with me since 2005.
anyway,, im almost 21 ths year.
& yes i have not accomplish much as long as i live. people 21 of age. some might already work, got a degree or rather own a business.. me? as far as i wanna accomplish something, im doing it slower than the rest.. cus when i was a kid.. influence had got the better of me.. so..
im doing everything now. but its okay. i've got the support of my family,frzs & BF.
Thxs my dear Family, Frzs & my pillar of support. Dandan.
I'm rewatching mummy & mine's favorite disney princesses again.
Little Mermaid, Beauty & the Beast,Aladin,Snow White & the 7 Drawfs,Cinderella.
i love you daddy,mummy ,jiejie & didi.
i'll have faith .
i will.
i wont talked back anymore
i wanna protect my family.
& i'm very sad .
im not jealous.
..
for being said as an spare tire.
hello december,
long long time nvr blog alr.
wahhha..
xms is coming.
new year is coming.
so i hope all wil hab a fruitful new year.
last friday 17/12/10
was my virgin trip to the singapore flyers.
the ride was slow, so romantic with the indian pple ard..
thanks to dandan who walk so fast for the moving capsule..
next was also our virgin spa with the fishes.
gonna say its super itchy.
the picture @ facebook..
ure gonna luff.
loves,
celine
wow. its been yearssss since i blog! :D
everything been well..
i worked in switech for almost a year alr.. *claps*
so purrroud of myself!!!
anyw..
october been real busy & stuff
i've been studying, working.. my colleague went off so i took over her place, her job scope.
so i learn everything from the scratch..
but learning is not easy.
i hate my boss..
for making life miserable for us since our senior colleague left..
good lucks to me..
nov 1st was mummy's bday. i hope she enjoy tat day..
and..nov 16 my senior colleague treat me for some chomp chomp @ serangoon park..
it was Awesome!!capital A ! :D
wednesday nov 17. dandan brought me to golden mile for some thai ! :D love it !
and Nov 19 i took leave.cos my parents & baby brother left overseas..
this time & the 1st time we seperate for so long!
im gonna miss em.. in fact i missed my 3rd home..
i wanna go back..
we went changi to sent em off..
i saw jason cried..
but i din cried. i only feel intense hartpain..
i hope they enjoy their trip. be safe & stay healthy..
anyw.. please readers of aoi/cindy's blog.. i would appreciate if u wont make assumptions..
cos it hurts SO bad..
to me..
thanks.. just do a favor.. just go away from our life..
hello.. its already october 24 lerhs..
the last tme i blog was @ allen sis bday..
anyw... i had the most wonderful bday i had this year.
dandan bought me to night safari.
but of cos it wasnt the best bday. at least better than the
previous year.
blog again! :D bye